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Friday, August 3, 2007 &

I DECLARE WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! today's just another crying day for me.. but im slowly getting stronger already.. i need to fight back.. i know i can do it.. because felix's there to cheer me on..^^ being with him is the happiest time of my life..i wont leave him and he wont leave me.. i feel so loved.. this is the first time in many years that i felt loved..

you can say that i've got family who loves me alot.. but i dont feel loved at all.. i just dont.. and i dont know why.. know that they do love me.. but i dont have that feeling at all.. only when im with him.. i can feel that like im in heaven.. i dont wish to come out of this sweet, sweet, lovely, romantic dream..

i know i did wrong today.. i shouldnt have doubt him.. but i just did.. i dont know what made me doubt him.. however, he didnt take it to heart cause he knows that im feeling really confused and sad and well, too many haha..im really sorry dear to doubt you.. really sorry..

the war is still going on.. i am NOT going overseas to study.. i am NOT going to leave my lao gong.. i am NOT going to let them break us up..^^

im fighting till the end till the day i win.. and im still fighting ^^


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