Saturday, June 23, 2007 &
just came back from church.. hmm its actually my third time going to Grace Assembly.. in fact i find it better than Trinity cause i guess it kinda suits me haha..
anyway its been a long day for me cause, i went for a minor surgery on my eye.. when i woke up this morning, i can even open my eyes! the whole things swollen till damn big.. was really shocked when i looked at my own reflection in my mirror thinking : oh my god! who's that staring back at me?!?!?! are you sure thats me?!?!
the doctor said that it was some kind of infection.. and recommended that i go for this minor surgery.. was really scared like shit, lying on the bed shivering non-stop.. however, fortunately, it took only a few minutes for the whole process to be over.. but it felt like hours hahas..
anyway, right now, i will be wearing sun glasses whenever i go out.. i'll even wear it when i'm at home cause its still swollen and it looks real ugly hahas
gotta go now.. hahas more next time see ya!
Friday, June 22, 2007 &
these pass few days have been listening to JPOP non-stop hahas.. even when i'm sleeping^^ love Ayumi Hamasaki, Aya Ueto, Utada Hikaru, Aqua Timez, Yuna Ito, KinKi Kids, Windz, Se7en, etc lotsa hahas..
wishing that i could migrate to Japan^^ i love their language and their culture ^^ had a few Japan friends hahas they taught me how to speak jap and i find it really fun ^^
hmm.. today's a really tiring day for me haha.. too tired ><'' but i kinda enjoyed being tired haha.. my hand's still swollen ><> better now ^^
so yup^^ time to go off to listen to my jap songs already!!ciao^^
Saturday, June 9, 2007 &
i don't really know whats wrong with me today.. maybe hatred has really gone into my head already.. i can't believe.. i treated him as my friend and yet how could he do this to me?!?!?! first time lied to me, i forgave him, second time lied to me i also forgave him. and now, the third time, pass me a DVD, saying inside got the songs i want, ask me to burn it into my laptop. but in the end, what did i get?!?! a virus! in my laptop! no choice but to reformat it and all my things inside are gone!! now, he keeps saying that he didn't do anything wrong.. wtf?!?!?! doesn't want to own up..
oh gosh! why? why? why?!?!?! why am i so fucking stupid?!?! why do guys always lie to me? is it because i look like i could be cheated damn easily?!?! OMG i really cant stand guys who are like that its really revolting.. anyway i guess i've now learned my lesson.. i shan't trust guys that easily from now on..
i dont know whats really happening to me at all.. i just cant seem to stop crying.. my dear.. where were you when i needed you? i was always there when you needed me. but where are you now? where? where? where?!?!?! i've been feeling real terrible these few days but all i get from you is only some kind of 'heck care about you' reply.. i really need you by my side right now.. all i need is just being hug by you is that so wrong? don't ever leave me will you? i dont think i'll be able to take that blow.. it'll kill me really kill me..
Friday, June 8, 2007 &
hmm.. it's already 2.16am and i'm still not tired! hahax anyway, i hate sleeping hahax~~ cause everytime when i sleep i'll have scary nightmares..*shiver* and i have to on the lights when sleeping!! hmm.. how i wish there can be someone sleeping beside me hehex.. now, now, dont think of dirty stuff ya? i just wish that my sis can sleep beside me hahas.. so at night we can talk to each other ma hahax.. girls talk lols...
anyway, today had a surprise.. big brother came back from Malaysia..hahax but for just only awhile.. and he gotta get back again.. he just came back to take some money from the CPF board.. hahax.. cause his laptop has broken down.. and just nice, the government gave him some money hahax..
i'm feeling kinda fucked up now.. cause somebody keeps nagging non-stop.. haiz.. anyway, they dont understand me at all lolx.. well, who cares? at least i've got some friends who cares and siblings who cares for me very much!
hahax thats all for today i guess.. gotta go bb!
Tuesday, June 5, 2007 &
i'm finally back in action!! hahax.. my laptop was down for a few days and had to send it to the acer company for service.. they told me that it was actually the ram that was faulty which resulted in my laptop not being able to go into windows.. well anyway now that i've got my laptop back, i'm real happy cause those few days, were like hell hahax..
well, let me tell you what i was doing for the pass five days.. it was real terrible but a least i had my little word search book with me.. so i spent most of my time playing that.. other than that, i'll just sit around day dreaming and stoning away haha.. it was real terrible for me..
i just love my laptop lots! can't live without it i guess.. hmm.. dad says since i can sit infront of the laptop for more than 10 hours, i should go apply for IT course haha.. well, i do agree with him actually hahaxx..
gotta go for now.. more later! cheers!
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