why? why? why? why is it always my fault when i did nothing wrong? why put all the blame on me? why is it always me? i've really had enough! i cant live like this anymore! whenever something's wrong with her, i get the blame, the scolding! the kind of disgusted look by all of you! i really cant take it anymore!!!!
i hate living with all of you! i want a life of my own.. i dont want you all to keep telling me to do this do that! i'm not a robot! i have a mind of my own for goodness gracious sake! i have the right to do what i want!
if this goes on, i might as well kill myself and die.. this is getting too much!!! i HATE my life and all of you!! but i dont hate one person who always will be by my side pushing me forward, caring about me, loving me.. i love you...
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- Felix [MY BF!!! LOVE YA~!!!]
- Nick [Best friend]
- Singing
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- Playing different kinds of instrument
.: Dislikes :.
- BACKSTABBERS!!!
- Liars!!
.: Wishes :.
- be with felix forever
- freedom
- a 10GB mp3 player
- a 20GB mp4 player
- dancing playstation
- an electric guitar
- a violin
- to be able to go for music classes
- to be able to learn dancing
- a new cupboard of clothes, full of dresses, elegant and casual at the same time
- to be able to leave this sickening house
- a ring from HIM!!
- perm my hair!!!! beautiful curls!!!
- to be able to go to music school