Tychicus!I HATE YOU!!!!i wonder what did i do wrong? i only told him i had a boyfriend and yes, i love my boyfriend lots.. within only seconds, he changed and turned into a person whom i dont know at all..
He told me"I HATE YOU!"twice to me when i did nothing wrong at all.. made me cry for days.. and i forgave him.. now, just because i had a boyfriend whom i love alot and he loves me alot too, he turned into someone whom i dont know at all and said that i mislead him! WTF?!?!?! all these while, i've only treat him like my godbrother nothing else! and now he said that its my fault?!?! okay! fine! my fault! happy?!?!?! i wont ever want to see him again! he has hurt me enough and dont expect me to forgive him!
sheesh i gotta cool down.. no use getting angry over this kind of guy i guess.. i rather talk about Felix than him.. i love my dear Felix lots.. in fact, i feel happy when i'm with him.. whenever i feel sad or frustrated, he'll always be there to cheer me up, to make me feel loved.. its true i've never felt so loved before.. he has given me something that i had lost long ago.. which is love.. and i feel really safe with him.. i never ever wanna leave him.. cause i dont know what will become of me..
i just love listening to his voice.. it sounds so sweet when he calls me 'dear' ^^ haha okie dokie got to go^^ tata! ciao!
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- Singing
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.: Dislikes :.
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- be with felix forever
- freedom
- a 10GB mp3 player
- a 20GB mp4 player
- dancing playstation
- an electric guitar
- a violin
- to be able to go for music classes
- to be able to learn dancing
- a new cupboard of clothes, full of dresses, elegant and casual at the same time
- to be able to leave this sickening house
- a ring from HIM!!
- perm my hair!!!! beautiful curls!!!
- to be able to go to music school