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Saturday, June 9, 2007 &

i don't really know whats wrong with me today.. maybe hatred has really gone into my head already.. i can't believe.. i treated him as my friend and yet how could he do this to me?!?!?! first time lied to me, i forgave him, second time lied to me i also forgave him. and now, the third time, pass me a DVD, saying inside got the songs i want, ask me to burn it into my laptop. but in the end, what did i get?!?! a virus! in my laptop! no choice but to reformat it and all my things inside are gone!! now, he keeps saying that he didn't do anything wrong.. wtf?!?!?! doesn't want to own up..



oh gosh! why? why? why?!?!?! why am i so fucking stupid?!?! why do guys always lie to me? is it because i look like i could be cheated damn easily?!?! OMG i really cant stand guys who are like that its really revolting.. anyway i guess i've now learned my lesson.. i shan't trust guys that easily from now on..

i dont know whats really happening to me at all.. i just cant seem to stop crying.. my dear.. where were you when i needed you? i was always there when you needed me. but where are you now? where? where? where?!?!?! i've been feeling real terrible these few days but all i get from you is only some kind of 'heck care about you' reply.. i really need you by my side right now.. all i need is just being hug by you is that so wrong? don't ever leave me will you? i dont think i'll be able to take that blow.. it'll kill me really kill me..


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