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Saturday, May 19, 2007 &

i'm emotionally drained.. i can't stay like this forever.. i need my freedom and i want it back.. imagine being locked at home every single day.. what does it feels like? it feels like being tortured, right?

they promised that i'll be able to go out today but its actually a lie.. they told me they love me.. but its so NOT true.. if they really love me, they won't emotionally abuse me.. fancy telling me that i'll gain my freedom once i'm married.. but when will i find that someone who will love me dearly.. who's willing to marry me?? im getting really tired of all these shit..

wanting to rebel, but no more strength to fight.. tried cutting myself , which i know is wrong(i can't help it).. but the pain did not erase the pain that is in my heart.. which is yearning and hungry for love.. for true love.. and freedom..


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