The romantic me...

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 &

today's another special day.. cause it's papa's birthday today!! hahax.. hmmm.. woke up at around 10plus today.. had an appointment at TTSH Skin Centre at 1.15pm, to laser off my precious butterfly tattoo.. though i can't bear to take it away but my parents said that the butterfly's too fierce.. they don't like it.. blablabla.. however, they promised to let me make another one in the States next time haha.. well, they will choose it for me though *sobs* =.=''

right after the small surgery, my mummy(who's actually my aunty but we're really close so i called her that), another aunty of mine, and i went to Junction 8 and got a Chocolate Tiramisu cake from Sweet Secrets.. mmmm yummy!! hahax

and~~~ we had a sumptious dinner.. well to us its considered sumptious hahax lolx..

after dinner, my sis and i went to the kitchen to open up a bottle of champagne just to surprise papa.. cause it's one of his favourite drink hahax..

after dinner, we got the cake out and sang 'Happy Birthday' to papa.. hahax and we took quite a few pics!!

hope you enjoyed the above pictures!! more the next time!! Goodnight!!

Sunday, May 27, 2007 &

Let me love you

自从我第一眼看见你时，
我就认定你了。
你的眼神，你的笑容，
深深的吸引了我。
我无法自拔的，渐渐爱上了你。。。

亲爱的，
你能不能给我一个机会来爱你？
我决不会做出背叛你的事，
让我给你温暖，给你爱，给你快乐
oh~~ baby, let me love you..

每当你从我身边走过时，
我就会有种感觉。
一个连我自己都说不清的感觉。。
就是好想扑向前抱住你。。

虽然你从来都没注意到我。。
但我愿意等到那天的到来。。
等到你和我说话，陪我逛街。。
说你爱我。。oh~~

Saturday, May 26, 2007 &

heya! i'm back after playing MIA for a few days hahax.. hope you guys love the song lyrics i wrote! if you think i should change a few parts feel free to leave me comments.. ^o^

had a really wonderful day today hahax.. two new babies in the house of God are born! and guess who are they?? my granny and my uncle!! hahaxx muackxx! love you both lots! hope that you'll be able to go to heaven.. =) and as for me, i don't think i'll have a chance to go hahax.. well, cause i'm a back-slider lolx..

while waiting for our grand-uncle to come and fetch us to the church where my uncle and granny will be baptised, we took lots of pictures outside our house..

me and my sis sis and granny(the new mom and granny

born baby of God)

sis and mom me and granny

sis and aunty sis, aunty and me hahax huggies!!

this is taken outside my house hahax..

the service is actually quite boring.. cause its actually for old people to attend.. and they spoke in cantonese.. so, during the whole service i was playing with my handphone and my sis was yawning away.. i should have taken the picture of her.. cause she looks so cute hahax.. and the chair was so damn hard.. however, when the time for my uncle and granny to be baptised came, my sis and i sat up immediately and looked really refreshed! hahax..

after the baptism and the service, we went to Happy Joy Restaurant for a hearty meal! it was really yummy haha and i ate two bowls of rice!! hahax..

me and sis playing with my camera phone and took these few pics hahax

little cousin with big cousin.. hahax

pictures taken with the new born baby of God!! well, he's my uncle whom i called papa hahax ^0^

aww.. ain't she a cutie?? my little cousin!! liza!!

three little cute princesses!!

hope you enjoyed looking at the pictures! more the next time!!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 &

怀疑

为什么你就是怀疑我，不相信我？
明明知道我是爱你的，
为何还要这样对我？
难道你真想伤害我？

一切都太晚了！
这一段感情，实在是走得太冤枉了！
也许，我们是没缘分走在一起。
虽然我非常的不舍，但我还是要选择放弃。

你向我说对不起，向我说你错了。
告诉我你以后不会在怀疑我了。
早知如今何必当初？
很可惜的说，

希望我们分了之后，你会找到一个比我跟好的女生。
要好好的对待她！
别再乱怀疑人了！
要我们从新再来是不可能的了！
因为。。。

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 &

went to toa payoh this afternoon with two of my aunts to do two errands. the first errand is to stop at May Bank, depositing some money into my brother's account(currently in malaysia studying). the second errand is to go to Singapore Post to send some health supplements over to him as well.

however, on reaching May Bank one of my aunts found out that *darn!* she forgot to bring my brother's bank book out! so we got to go back tomorrow.. =.='' fortunately, she did remembered to bring the health supplements and my brother's address out.. *phew!*

had wanted to cut my hair short.. but my aunt advise me not to.. cause i look great with my current hairstyle, well, and i can't bear to cut it either! lolx..

just woke up from my sleep hahaxx so i'm feeling abit groggy.. but it feels nice.. as i've not had a good sleep for days.. i'm feeling so refreshed! hahax and nice lolx..

today's dinner isn't so nice.. there are only two dishes.. and as my uncle can't eat oily and salty stuff, the food is tasteless.. so, didn't quite enjoy it.. however, i managed to shove them down my throat hahax..

i'm really worried about my dad.. he has been playing MIA for days.. all of us can't seemed to contact or find him.. not even his wife.. very worried.. however, i'm entrusting him in God's care.. so i know that he'll be safe.. =)

Saturday, May 19, 2007 &

i'm emotionally drained.. i can't stay like this forever.. i need my freedom and i want it back.. imagine being locked at home every single day.. what does it feels like? it feels like being tortured, right?

they promised that i'll be able to go out today but its actually a lie.. they told me they love me.. but its so NOT true.. if they really love me, they won't emotionally abuse me.. fancy telling me that i'll gain my freedom once i'm married.. but when will i find that someone who will love me dearly.. who's willing to marry me?? im getting really tired of all these shit..

wanting to rebel, but no more strength to fight.. tried cutting myself , which i know is wrong(i can't help it).. but the pain did not erase the pain that is in my heart.. which is yearning and hungry for love.. for true love.. and freedom..

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 &

i wonder whats happening to me.. bad, bad, bad karma has been haunting me.. following me like a ghost every where i go.. first, stomach cramps last night, followed by a fall off the stairs *ouch!* just now, which resulted in me limping.. hmm.. i wonder when is the bad luck going to leave me.. lolx anyway, before the fall, had lots of fun teaching my sis how to create a blog hahax.. she can be a bit blurr at times(just like me! hahax) but overall, everything is going fine.. =)

thats me be spectacled lolx.. weird isn't it heex..

these are the funny pictures that me and my sis took when i was teaching her how to create a blog hahax..

and now, i'm looking forward to the day when i can meet him.. its in about a week's or two time! can't wait for the day to come.. =D

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 &

its been a really bad day for me today.. having stomach cramps all day long.. and no appetite at all.. the only thing that cheered me up is talking to him! :) however its a pity though.. he has to go offline real fast, as something happened to his friend.. hmm.. i can understand that cause that's his buddy hahax.. well, he called me 'sweety' for the very first time heex.. =x i'm so happy lolx.. well, i miss him lots.. and anyway, in 2 weeks time, i'll be able to see him again.. and he'll be bring me to east coast to see stars.. aww.. ain't that romantic? heex.. however, these few days, i've been really thinking alot.. my dad's really pissing me off when he said something which really hurts me tons.. anyway, i won't care about him for the time being.. hack care hahax.. what i care about is i'll be seeing him again in 2 weeks time hahax.. looking forward to that day! yeah! okiiee gotta go now.. more soon.. =)

Sunday, May 13, 2007 &

its a really funny day today lolx.. well not really funny.. quite frustrating too.. hahax.. i had actually finished designing and typing Mother's Day Card on my laptop.. and was about to print it out when i realized that my sis desktop does not have the software to open my work.. so i print it out for my aunt.. however ive managed to send it to my mom who's currently in overseas with my dad and she has finished reading it.. so after blogging, i would have to write it down on paper for my aunt to read.. lolx fortunately, she has seen my design and she loved it lots hahaxx..

after that frustrating thing, i was feeling bored, so i decided to play with my camera phone again.. took some pictures and listening to songs at the same time hahaxx.. thats how i spent my day today.. its quite boring though hahaxx

Friday, May 11, 2007 &

hihi i'm back! just reach home from Orchard Road.. what a tiring day lolx.. however, i'm quite satisfied cause i've finally found what i want.. a pink spray just for my hair :) which will make me look punkish!

before going out, i was hiding in the toilet taking pictures waiting for my sis to get ready.. hahax.. these are the pictures that i took..

thats all for today.. i really got to go get some sleep.. more tomorrow!

Thursday, May 10, 2007 &

today is just another fun day for me.. cause i went out with my dad! got my converse shoes today.. actually wanted to use my own savings to buy however, dad says he will pay for me.. thats so sweet of him.. i love my dad! haha..

aww.. ain't it a beauty?? haha

later on, we went to Junction 8 to get a Chocolate Tiramisu cake for my dad.. cause its his birthday today! haha and guess what? that is me and my dad's favourite cake! yummy..

yummy right?? hahazz *drooling*

dad blowing the cake hahax..

after the cake my sis and i are playing around with my camera.. these are the pictures that we took..

we're just fooling around.. haha isn't my sister a cutie?? hahax love you lotsa sis.. thanks for taking pics with me even though yuo din't feel like it! haha

finally! its time for me to end here.. more tomorrow! night ppl!